OKAY I've been tagged, and since i really have nothing to do I'll just do this HAHA. THANKS SO MUCH GOHGOH.

1) what's your phone brand?
-> Nokia 6230i
2) what are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?
-> 288
3) what does the 12th message in your inbox say?
-> Its private. But its from Mayumi <3
4) who's the first person under M?
-> Mansheng
5) who's the last person you rang?
-> Home (: From tuition last night.
6) who was your last missed call from?
-> Mum
7) who's the 2nd person under D?
-> Daniel Capt Jack :D
8) what does the last message in your inbox say?
-> Sleep well.
9) who is the second last person under j?
-> Jaan
10) go to your sent items. what does the 10th message say?
-> I only have 6 texts! Just deleted my sent texts TOO BAD.
11) who's the 4th person under S?
-> Samuel
12) who's your network provider?
-> Starhub
13) how many messages are currently in your inbox?
-> Ehhh. About 82
14) what do you have as your background?
-> The girl hanging on to a heart that Deb and I made last year.
15) who is the second person under R?
-> Gohgoh (:
16) who do you have on speed dial 3?
-> Don't do speed dial.
17) if you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
-> Uhm. 18 Something.
18) who's the last person under C?
-> Crystal Chew the crazy darling noobzzz.
19) how many bars of signal do you currently have?
-> All.
20) what do you have as your main ringtone?
-> I could get used to this - The Veronicas.
21) name 5 people whom you want to do this test!
-> anyone.

There's nothing interesting in this quiz so too bad. Suck it up (: Sea Age tmr. I'm TOTALLY prepared. -.-

LOL I just got this ridiculous email. "If you think you're pretty come and do this quiz!" Something like that. SRSLY. You can see why I didn't do it anyway -.- Okay this is lame.

I'm running out of things so write. You can only emo about yor life to a certain extent before even you get sick of it.

between the lines of fear and blame
you begin to wonder why you came.

Training today in two words. SCREWED UP.

Outing at seoul garden in one word. FUN.

Mood right now. IRRITATED

Feeling. TIRED. HEADACHE.

DREADING TOMORROW.

I wish more things in life could be expressed in a few simple words like that. Life gets too complicated for my brain most of the time. Some people breeze through life effortlessly. I trudge through it, trying not to lose myself along the way. Funny how different people can be, both inside and out.

Not smart, not fast, not disciplined, not pretty, not happy. one word that sums all that and more up? EFFED. That's my life right now in a nutshell.

Training tmr first thing at 530 and I actually want to be able to train well, so Ill go sleep right about now.

Ohyes one more thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERM AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF AT SEOULGARDEN WITH US TODAY (: IT WAS GREAT GETTING TOGETHER WITH YOU GUYS AGAIN COS WE REALLY HAVEN'T JUST SAT DOWN AND DONE NOTHING BUT TALK FOR A LONG TIME. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WORM! ILOVEYOU SO MUCH <3


sweet sugar candyman.
anyone want to be my candyman?

QUOTE OF THE DAY! (Contributed by dear dude MLee :)

MLee (when we were looking for bread in Cold Storage this afternoon): Bread.. Is bread under Flour? OH. That's baking needs."

-.- like WTH!

Okay so my weekend was pretty good. Friday was dinner at Swensens' to celebrate Gohgoh's birthday. We srsly ate more ice cream than main course. And uhm. The things we did with the melted earthquake were really EWWWW. I mean, hello which idiot in their right mind actually eats from a bowl of stuff that has 8 different flavours of ice cream mixed and melted together? o.0 (Well, except Yao I guess.)

So the pictures will be up sometime later when I'm not too lazy to get up off my ass and get the memory card stuck into the USB port in the comp. (:

After dinner, Yeo Addy Cheryl and I trooped back to Goh's place to sleepover! I have to say we were really lousy though, cos most of us died around 11plus. To think I used to stay up until like 2am talking to someone on the phone -.- Nvmnvmnvm.

Felt too lazy to train on Saturday morning so I lazed around Goh's place watching MTV and random Hollywood features. Headed down to the club at about 930 with Cheryl, slacked around the club until 1145 waiting for Seaage meeting to begin. Headed down to Toa Payoh with the girls. I'm not particularly excited about this year's seaage. Not staying in a hotel when we're actually hosting the thing is just dumb okay? Okayokay fine we got a bag and a tracksuit, but still. I'd much rather stay in a hotel then have that stuff. -.- Okay whatever.

Sunday was POTC! :D Nothing much happened before and after the movie. but the movie wasn't that bad I guess. Not that I particularly like Orlando Bloom or anything. He's kinda skinny and gay, and I don't do skinny and gay, but it was great because Johnny Depp is a totally brill actor. (:

Today was HolidayChemfire. (I know I suck at chem don't judge me!) I actually learnt quite a bit so I don't really mind going that much. Made a last minute decision to head down to ACS(I) for their IB open house, and I must say, it does look tempmting. I need to go for the RJ open house now to convince myself that I still want to go to RJ :x (oh, and I thought the councillor leading our tour of the school was kinda cute :D too bad I had to leave earlier. ): Oh well. He was cute anyhow.

Yeah that's basically my weekend/weekstart in a nutshell. More holiday Chem tmr :( :( :( :( :( My brain cannot take three hours of non-stop chemming! ): But if it helps I"m doing it. I need to do Philo now.

So much for no holiday homework. -.-

haven't you ever heard of
closing the goddamned door?

I don't really have anything to say I guess. Sameoldsameold tmr. School, CT, training.. what else is there to say? :x

I actually came here to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHIEGOHGOH I LOVE YOU GIRL, SO DON'T YOU EVER BE SAD, COS YOU KNOW I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU, WHETHER ITS FOR YOUR SWIMMING OR ANYTHING ELSE. YOU KNOW YOU CAN JUST COME TO ME (: DON'T BE SAD ABOUT YOUR SWIMMING! YOU'RE FASTER THAN ME! EVERYONE IS FASTER THAN ME COS I SUCK! ILOVEYOU GIRL AND DON'T YOU FORGET IT. <3

Yeaps that's it I guess. Will plonk into bed now. Goodbye.

Did i mention how much i love the song Candyman?

I'm going slightly high now, cos Crystal Chew was totally crazy after tuition, and that resulted in us being very high/stupid/childish on the way home. You know she can't help being childish so you must forgive her (:

Night.

I AM WAITING FOR UGLY BETTY TO START! I haven't watched that for like 3 weeks and was getting pretty fed-up with myself for forgetting to, but I will not forget tonight NO I WON'T.

Today was an okay day.. Training in the morning again, and needless to say I couldn't train very hard. I cannot seem to convince myself to sprint anything more than 100m during training, and even if I want to, I just shut down after that second turn. I guess I don't believe in myself enough huh? Nothing much to believe in anyway, really.

Anyway my day got better after that cos it was off to Vivo to meet Kris for retail therapy :D Watched Priceless starring Audrey Tatou. (If her name sounds to familiar, she was the star of Amelie, and yes, she is French, so yes we watched a French movie.) It was.. slightly strange, and the ending was kinda abrupt, but it was pretty good fun, and quite a good movie if you don't want to think about the plot too much. Yeah I'd recommend it I guess.

Topshop was having a sale so we popped in to look around, and ended eyeing the same T-shirt dress. Tried it on, loved it, mulled over it, went to other shops to look around, didn't find anything spectacular, tried to look for shoes (our main objective actually), couldn't find any nice ones, went back to Topshop and decided to buy the dress. So yes we have the same dress >< But hey I love it (: PLUS it was like 50% down, so we got it at.. $23! Everything was really cheap, but we could only find that. Nothing else was really nice. I actually still want my Topshop wallet, but mum doesn't really like it so I don't think she'd approve if i bought it. ):

Rushed off to math tuition and it was pretty much another crazy lesson there again, so my day's ending pretty well (:

This is a long post :D

Currently watching My Girl, and Lee Dong Wook is reallyreally cute! (James Franco isn't as cute in Spidey2. He's only cute in Spidey3, what a disappointment.)

"what's the time now?"
"nine diamonds past" :D:D

damn I'm doing something I might well regret, but if it makes her happy I guess I should.

i've tried my best to let go.

Rafflesbookday was pretty fun today, though I found last year's more fun, but the judges kinda liked our song (and since it was a really last minute thing 410pwnz (:) Will post pictures later when I feel like it. I thought the Shakespeare invasion during lit was kinda cool too :D

Am currently really tired from the srsly omghorrible cruise set today. ): AND there're two comps in June :x Sea age and Singapore open ): I'm not going to malu myself by drowning so I'll just try ):

I think Jaan wants me to keep swimming all the way up to UNI! Like hello zomg I don't think I can last THAT long. But who knows if I can get a scholarship MAYBE I'll stick with. We'll see.

TRAINING AGAIN TMR ))): But mmm Jon's booking out tmr so Carl's Jr & retail therapy here I come x)

I NEED CHOCOLATE.

This is a really random disjointed post, put here mainly because I felt that I had been neglecting my blog, and decided to come breathe life into it again. mission accomplished.


just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me.
(i cannot believe i love this jmac song bleah)

ORA today (: Its no joke trying to promote a fortune telling booth I tell you. We'd have made more if we hadn't spent so much on the stupid sweets )): I guess it was a pretty good experience anyhow, and it was my first ORA so whatever. Had fun walking around and looking around, and getting pestered to buy stuff, and pestering people to come to our stall, eating all the food.. the food was all pretty good! SRSLY. I didn't eat a lot though, cos i wasn't really hungry. I don't know whyyyy I wasn't hungry. Something must be wrong with me.

Am currently dead tired.

Random comment:
The cupcakes that Yao's class was selling were really really really good (:

Ohno there's training tomorrow again ): I feel bad cos tmr will be my 4th session this week, and I know, I know, other people train hell harder than me. But I just can't see myself training any more than this. I'd probably drown/die of boredom or something. I don't want to be dead during training tmr. I've been dead the whole week, and though I don't want to train anymore, I feel horrid when I can't train properly. It just downright SUCKS. Boooooooooo.

Random comment:
Jiang today was reallyreallyreally fun (: I never realised the girls in my class were so much fun :D:D:D We should do class debates (guys vs girls) more often! Funfunfun. First time I've laughed properly in a long time.

Yvonnelian asked me why I looked so sad today at ORA, and I actually didn't even realise that I was being sad, but now that I think of it, I suppose I was brooding again.

I'm emoing again aren't I? Too many things have happened in the last week and I'm kinda slightly emotionally messed up, so I'm going to need time to get back on my feet. If you see me stoning, you know I'm porbably emoing and thinking too much again, so please talk to me and try to make me laugh, or just help to get my mind off things. I really need to forget, even if its just for a moment. If I scowl at you however, I suggest you do not attempt to go any further, but siam.

I don't want to train tmr ): ): ): ): ): BOOOOOO.

I'll 'perservere' till the end of j2. So don't worry, I'm not quitting (YET) though I'd dearly love to. There's just no meaning, yknow?

OKAYOKAY I'll stop emoing.

BYE (:

THIS WAS RIPPED STRAIGHT FROM ATHENA'S BLOG because kat is currently too lazy to blog about the css thingo today :D:D:D

"So they were playing charades on stage with the superstars, and we had to guess the titles of songs. Anyway Zhengning made like train like motions and then steering wheel motions and Abby K. jumped up and yelled "THE WHEELS ON THE BUS GO ROUND AND ROUND!!!"

The answer was Chasing Cars.

ROFL OMG I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING.

And then when the emcees were trying to kill time, they started telling lame jokes and pick up lines. Only Zhener messed up her line.

Zhener: I have only three words for you.
Audience: EH ISN'T IT TWO WORDS?"

Like rofl how cool is that :D:D:D

ORA's tmr. 410's doing fortune telling hahaha. (its cool okay.)

Pfft training today just totally sucked please. Would you believe that I was actually going hard during the cruise set, but I have this feeling that iwas actually going as fast as the old retiree that swims in the rec. pool? You have no idea how horrible I felt. I mean, the ONE day i actually feel like training hard, I can't. EFFFFFFFFF.

I know the coaches read our blogs. JAAN ARE YOU READING THIS!

I really cannot go on anymore. I know you don't like losers in your squad, but sometimes one cannot help being a loser can they? I know, I know, I don't train half as hard as other people so why the hell am I complaining? I just don't see the point. srsly. You train so hard, and for what? To qualify for a few comps, and after that, what are those good for? Nothing much, really. I get really sleepy and bored and omgzzz-ish when I jump into the pool nowadays, and I don't think it helps that the pool is so hot nowadays. (I do not like hot weather ):)

Okay I'm sorry if you're one of those people who train really hard and all, but its really not my problem okay? What am I saying omgzzzzz.

OKAY THE POINT WAS.

I CANNOT SWIM ANYMORE AND I SHALL BE DUE TO RETIRE SOON (: cheer for me :D:D:D

Mayumiraheem is not replying my text pfft. Nvm off to.. To.......... UHHHHH. Get stuff for ORA tmr hahahaha.

I'm glad its over.
I'd heard things but I wanted to give you a chance.
I really liked you.
You convinced me otherwise in that short space of time.
That's it I guess.
I'll miss you,
But hell I'll get over you.

i.feel.fricking.free :D:D:D:D (for the time being at least)

FINALLY watched Spidey after school today. I really srsly totally highly recommend it, and I think it was totally worth the 7 bucks that we paid for it, and I really don't minf going to watch it again :D

Today marks the end of MYAs for sec 4s and the beginning of our mad rush for our ORA preparation >< We'll make it 410 cos I LOVE ALL OF YOU (:

Uhm I thought i had a lot to blog about, but apparently I was mistaken. Or maybe my brain's just gone to sleep before I have. Mmm not really making sense here. (MAybe dollars and pounds! XD Nevermind.)

Okay anyway. Our (Kris', Yanhan's and mine) latest eyecandy XD



JAMES FRANCO :D:D:D:D:D

wtf blogger just deleted my super long post i hate blogger pfffffft.

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(:

WOW you actually bothered to text -.- but it was so whatever, you might as well not have. like okay seriously i really do not give a shit about you right now so if you can't be bothered to text (properly) i'd rather you didn't do it at all.

wtf.

back to rs and ss.