mm i'm actually doing rs but i couldn't resist coming here for a while. jaan's wedding celeb thing was quite fun (: esp when they sprayed jaan and kristyn with champagne haha. :D oh well most of the night was spent talking to mayumi (<3!) and running around / eating etc. not a bad way to spend a saturday night i guess. didn't take that many pics, so pics will be up when i have time (: preview :D



mayumi <3 (clarification: that gay finger is not, repeat, NOT mine. it is yao the gay's. my finger's not that long okay -.-)



YAY :D

okay i'm out.

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ONE MORE PICTURE. i couldn't resist.



this picture could totally be THE picture for some depression poster. :D its totally cool huh. no prizes for guessing who this is HAHA. its the most EMO OHMYGODIWANTTODIE picture i've ever taken and it rocks. i rock (: byebye.

shate my birthday is so far away ): anyway whatever let me show you something that i want so that you can buy it for me in exactly SEVEN MONTHS -.-



HAVAIANAS SLIM :D this colour or the bronze one would totally pwn. ah well why do i have to be born at the end of the year. all the things i want i see at the beginning of the year. -.-

pfffttttt.

math oral tmr. pray i don't screw up. ><

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KUNMING PICS! didn't upload a lot of the scenery ones though. whatever. enjoy (:

click kunming 06!

warmup today was like 4km! crazy la please. 10x400 free pull, then after that we had lactte production so i obviously couldn't really sprint. more or less died for the free sprints and did okay for the flys i guess. all 31's for the fly so that's fine (:

science centre tmr. i hope i don't get lost walking from the JURONGEAST mrt station to the centre. please pray i don't get lost. well i guess at least there'll be this whole lot of rgs ppl that i can folow, so if the people walking in front get lost, then eveyone else gets lost too :D how cool.

my back hurts.): i am so going to MUG LIKE SIAO this weekend. i can't afford to do badly for any science eois. >< jiayou me.

the worldbank talk in school today was totally interesting :D i thought it was going to be yawnomgwthisthis boring, but it was surprisingly informative for that short 1.5 hour duration.

did you know that a cow in europe earns twice what a farmer in africa makes? that's really sad. europe provides its farms with such large agricultural subsidies that cows get US$2.62 a day, but the average farmer in africa only earns US$1. that's really sad.

PEOPLE, not numbers and statistics.
CREATING OPPORTUNITIES, not punishing achievement.
building UNDERSTANDING, not walls.
not "them", but "US".

my life is a total mess now (: two words describe it all. EFFED UP.

one word describes akira kurosawa's "throne of blood" : DULL. okay maybe it deserves another word. draggy. yea to me, he focused too much on the trivial matters like bringing the king's body back to the castle, rather than on the more important things like the prophecies and the murder of er banquo/miki etc. on the whole completely not what i expected la. and i didn't really learn anything from it. don't think anyone did. most people ended up falling asleep/trying not to fall asleep during the movie. rarr.

mm WAFFLETOWN after that :D yay now i think i'd pick waffletown over gelare anyday (: their waffles are cheaper and like almost the same size as gelare's, and like the ice cream serving is bigger, so yea waffletown is love (:

went to stone around orchard after that with yanhan litying and sim. we should do that more often lol. after that headed off for luch at shenton (: the food at lau pa sat is pretty good, but it was hella crowded and frigging hot. ah well.

met hiew at plazasing. went for CT. the set for ct was so WTF please. what 800m warmup 500m fly 600m breast. i totallly cannot swim short axis strokes la ): almost drowned during the fly.

today was pretty good i guess. tmr's another boring day. but hey, i've got no school so its all good (: ciao.

or will you dance with me tonight.

i know i had something to blog about >< i just can't remember CRAP. rarrs.

someone save me i haven't finised mugging for sciences eoi ):



group photo! <33

went to watch music and lyrics yesterday :] am desperately looking for a copy of the trasncript because the dialogue is awesomely funny. thank goodness lido didn't have i'm a cyborg, but that's okay. :D

"a little louder please, we're actually singing for humans here."
- alex fletcher, washed out 80's pop star.

"FLORIDA! no one grows up in florida!... unless you're an orange."
says alex fletcher.

that guy cracks me up. kris thinks hugh grant's british accent is sexy.. i shan't comment.

yay i've got the music and lyrics ost :D the songs are pretty good :D

okay i think i screwed something up today >< friggggg. okay whatever.

omg just got back from doing math pt. i sat in the com lab from 9am to 230 pm doing the frigging math pt. sianzzz.

NAG was... okay i guess. 2 small pb's. the rest were..not too bad. but not very good either. 2.18 for 200 free was pretty good cos i was really trying not to fall asleep before the race.was pretty amused at myself. the one i'm quite happy with is my 100 fly (: 1.06.62. at least the times are going down i guess. 50 back wasn't bad either. managed to go under 32 again so that's alright. 50 fly SUCKED. i can do 30.31 during training please. -.- retarded time. 200 back.. don't even talk abourrit. i actually felt DIZZY during the 3rd lap. like wth. something is seriously wrong with me.

ah well nvm i qualified for seaage so its all good i guess. though sea age is in uh. singapore. how lame is that. we should stay in a hotel. that's the best part of overseas comps. having it in singapore without everyone staying together would be so ifdgrlsdfkgbdgsyawnwhateverkthx.

should at least start trying to go more than my current average of 4 times a week. whatever i don't know i'm too frigging tired to think. i'm out la. bye.

i love this vid (:



就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你

rarrs.

tank is really good (:

off to do math pt and revise for bio fa >< this is a rubbish post.

everytime a message comes in on my phone, i wonder if its you, but it never is.

hi i'm back. and i'm so damn sick of doing rs, but HIEW i finally finished the rs questions! rarrs. finally. i can't wait for rs to be over. (:

I AM WAITING FOR EP 15 OF HANA KIMI. ): and i'm waiting for 1030 so i can watch ugly betty! :D its going to be hilarious.

can someone tell me why i'm so sad? i know i shouldn't, but i can't help feeling that something is seriously missing in my life, and i guess its not helping that i'm listening to sad songs. like the slow ones from fahrenheit and 183 and tank. yeah whatever say i'm cheeeena, but i think chinese and korean songs have more meaning than like english songs. eng songs are too emo and they keep going on about how screwed up the world is and how they want to change things etc. whatever. they're too noisy.

nag is in 4 days. i totally can wait for it to come please. my training is seriously fluctuating. like today i think i had a pretty good session, but then the previous days' training was just completely crap. so yea i'm reallyreallyreally worried about nag. plus like something else happened today that made me kinda sad. ): i don't like seeing other people sad cos it makes me sad too. I CAN BE SAD BUT NO ONE ELSE CAN BE OKAY. I HATE SEEING PEOPLE SAD.

freak i think i'm going to start crying again. shit i hate this. effla. whatever shut up kat. back to math pt. and ugly betty later. i really need a good laugh.

i'm going to cheer myself up. look at my latest eyecandy (: since there hasn't been much news on shaowei lately.



aaron!


his side profile is DAMN HOT


aww so cute.





wuzun (:

hello let me tell you how FUCKED UP i am for NAG okay.

number ONE. i cannot train properly ONE frigging week before NAG, like almost the most important meet this year. i am, therefore, screwed, cos i totally cannot feel the water.

number TWO. i only get a day's taper. which means that i'm going to be aching all over during NAG and i am therefore going to do badly.

number THREE. i just totally suck okay. my swimming is just totally messed up.

okay whatever i dunno why i ge so depressed over bloody swimming, but i just do, okay? even now i want to cry already. i know i must stop being negative, but you can't run away from all the facts when they're STARING at you from like 2cm away.

can't i just be good at something, for once? its not like a don't try. i do, i really do, but it never really works anyway. i've tried, ir eally have, but i just go back to square one every single time. so really, why should i even try anymore? this is an EXISTENCE, not a LIFE. i'm never truely happy anymore. even when you see me laughing, its probably just a front. i'm not really happy inside, and i haven't been for ages. why is life so depressing.

okay SL with the oldpeople at kreta ayer was quite fun, but since i'm too depressed to talk about anything happy now, i'm going to sleep. sleep is important. and i've been missing out on that important thing for a long time now.

ciao.