So the past 2 days have been prettyyyy fun.

Yesterday was a lazy sleep in day. Headed out at 1230 for lunch with my 1st aunt, 3rd aunt, cousin, (really adorable) niece, respective uncles and mum and jon. There was srsly too much food. I was kinda in disbelief. They ordered 2 whole roast ducks and 1 plate of roast pork, 1 plate of char siew. That was on top of noodles by the way. Anyway yes it was pretty good seeing them again, and my niece is sooooooooooo cute. Will post the pictures when I can get my ass off the chair and look for my phone cable. So after that huge meal I was already stuffed to the max. To add to that, there was another gathering at Elliot's house that same evening. Too much awesome food I swear. Stewed pork buns, popiah, chicken wings, mee siam, sweet potato.... Nicest part was that the attempted to surprise me with a cake (: I say attempted to because I could actually see them lighting the candles through the day curtains that were drawn to prevent me from seeing that in the first place. Oh well still very touched (:

Today was.. training first thing in the morning ): My strong willpower overcame my lazy complaining body :D Headed to Suntec after that to watch Butterfly Lovers, which is practically a chinese remake of Romeo and Juliet. Some parts of the story were lame (as expected), but it was surprisingly not a bad movie! Anyhow I maintain that the company matters more than the things you actually do together. Lunch at Kenny Rogers and Yami Yoghurt after ((: Walked around, hung out, talked a lot of crap... The usual. Came home, napped for a bit, and then went out AGAIN for dinner with mum and jon. Xiao Long Bao at Crystal Jade! And we went mad after by walking over to Swensens to get ice cream. Ended up ordering one Merri Mint Sundae, an Apple Crumble that is seriously to die for, and 2 more scoops of ice cream. I swear I thought I was going to explode. In essence an awesome day (:

Tmr's gonna be a long day in school ): but dinner at night with the clique so YAY i cannot wait (:

Lol I think today convinced me that my time in the swimming world is pretty much up.

Snapped my ankle really badly when I jumped off the block at the World Cup trial this afternoon and couldn't even do a decent underwater kick after that. Finished in a 31.52 which is a really disgusting time.

Now I can't wait for April to come and let me get swimming out of the way. Looks like someone up there's telling me that swimming needs to go and that I really really need to get my butt off (actually its on) the chair and start mugging my brains out.

PTM today really did me in. Why is it that people choose to focus and HIGHLIGHT the bad points. I mean granted they have a point, but thanks ah.

Anyway have you ever considered that I might not even bloody hell be interested in school in the first place? So everyone says I can do it but srsly what's the point, all life is about is this fking rat race and I'm not even particularly interested in it anyway. We should really be quantified by something so much more substantial than school and results. Fk no wonder nerds get all the awards. Not saying I'm a brilliant character or anything but the point is.

I don't care if you don't feel like talking to anyone, I'm still gonna spam you with texts to let you know I'm always going to be there

wow is my life some fked up mess or what.

1. torn ankle ligament
2. results that suck ass = jc work is really too hard for me
3. screwed up swimming
4. messed up character

woww im awesome aint i

Okay wow PW's really kicking my ass. ..And come tmr I guess its time to kick some butt! (meaning my own) Results results please don't be as horrible as I'm thinking you're going to be (but yea right hahahah who am I kidding right) Nabei give us a math paper that's all challenging questions obv a math nub like me's gonna epic failzzz right? (not to mention half the level)

Anyway yes I'm going insane insane insane I cannot imagine what I'll be feeling like this time next year. Thrilling prospect to the max pls? Ohhhh wellz at least my birthday's in 9 (NINE) days.

Will be spending the rest of the day doing work. (ie listening to music, watching gossip girl, reading freakonomics and disgrace... there was something else... oh right. pw. yea i meant that pw will be at the top of my list because OH SHIT I&R IS DUE TMR I KEEP FORGETTING FREEAAAKKK)

guess its time to do I&R (which i havz no idea how to complete btw) now )):

Wow I'm quite happy tonight. Training was hell tiring, what with hardcore dryland and the main set being MVo2.. To add to it my ankle was hurting so I couldn't kick and my arms were like jelly towards the middle of the main set ):

What made my day however was someone bothering to drive out to mp to send me home ((: Awesome seeing you again after such a long time. I really missed you ): Plus now I have 2 new books to read so YAY.

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms.
Finding it hard to believe,
We're in heaven.

I LOVE THAT SONG TO BITS SRSLY HOW AWESOME IS BRYAN ADAMS

Howww cute are my niece and nephews! (they're only 3 out of like dunnohowmany I have now)

Anyway started training this week, and I must say the feeling's pretty damn good, although I'm majorly tired out everyday and my ankle's not in such good shape. Oh well what to do. did sprints today and I was going 38 for back and 36 for fly. How slow is that ):

Anyway so these 2 weeks have been pretty cool, caught Money No Enough 2 with Merrill (YES it was still showing despite its having come out more than a month ago) which was pretty nice, although I thought that the beginning was really really lame. Anyway it was a good film cause it really highlighted the plight of so many old people, and I think we were the only 2 lousy shits who weren't crying by the end of the movie D:

Also caught up with Mel! Headed to Shokudo at Raffles City where we sat there for over an hour catching up and doing what we do best when we're together (GOSSIP HAHA) then proceeded to walk around Citylink etc where I bought a book that I really really really love.

Uh Thursday headed to Queensway with Jinsei cause he wanted to get me the Fred Perrys, but they didn't have any in my size ): crie crie. Then headed to Cine to check out the Fred Perry boutique and the limited ed shoe shop (name which I have forgotten) but couldn't find anything I liked ): Headed to Suntec for lunch cause he wanted me to try some jap buffet thing, but when we got there at 230 we were told that the buffet took its last order at 230 ): Went to Kenny Rogers instead where we had the awesome BBQ Chicken Pita that came with 2 side orders which we totally couldn't finish!

There was also the sleepover at dan's house! And though I couldn't stay over I still had tons of fun! MY CLIQUE IS AWESOME TO THE MAX I CANNOT WAIT TO HANG OUT AGAIN. I'm lazy to upload pics as you can tell, so TOO BAD! Anyway everyone else has the pics on their blogs so.

THIS IS A LOUSY POST.

i guess i still like you now. youve been great the past couple of days and maybe im still a sucker for you but i dont care and i know you know it but its not forever anyway so live for the moment!

I know what I should do



I don't know what I want anymore, I don't know what's happening to us. We used to be so close but now its as if we're drifting. I know you still hold my heart in some inexplicable way, but maybe we don't mean as much to you as I thought we did at first. I don't like that way we've become but there's nothing I can do about it. Maybe it was all a mistake in the first place.



But I just can't walk away.

Okay figured I owed this blog a post. I'm really lazy to post pictures though so I guess you'll have to contend with checking out my awesome classmates' blogs.

Anyway still can't believe that promos are finally over. I keep sitting at home thinking that I have some stuff to study, when it suddenly strikes me that I do not have anything to study!

Anyway I'm really not in the mood to blog anymore. Seems blogging's only good for public ranting or for when I'm really high. Neither of which I wish to do now. Maybe I'll blog when I get back from Dan's house tmr. (I'm not allowed to stay over phuck):