can we go back, to how it used to be? i hate fighting with anyone, especially when its you. and its so annoying how sometimes they're things i really shouldnt even be pissed about, or when its something so small but we both get pissed. i hate it. i feel like everytime it happens it drives a wedge between us. i'm scared that its going to become a chasm neither of us can cross, or an ocean of regret that we both drown in.

no one ever said it would be this hard.