i'm feeling emo.

i'm trying to convince3 myself that i'm happy.

help me, will you?

texting me would help. (though you're probably busy or dog tired)

imu. ):

"you know my friend was complaining that he can't spike his hair anymore, but i told him that since its so short everything is spiked anyway what."

"that's exactly what i told my brother!"

"you know what they say, great minds think alike."

"yea but.."

"you know what they say after that"

(simultaneously) "fools seldom differ (:"

damn i miss you already.

yesterday and today were just a whole mixed bag of emotions. went to watch meet the robinsons and 200 pound beauty yest, but i very stupidlt forgot something so had to go home and get totally chewed out, and now the mum and i are daoing one another like no one's business. can't say i'm very affected by it though. don't know why, but i get much less affected by quarrels with her nowadays. too many of them i guess. i've just stopped reacting. (please do not talk to me about chem.)

and ss pt was pretty good today, but then the last block just totally ruined my mood. RARR. anyone wants to give me tuition? ><

am VERY confused about so many things. need to sort self out asap.

will not go into details here. everything's in my journal so yup. let just say i really liked the middle part of yesterday, but now everything's going downhill from here.

omgzzzz rs presentations are over :D everyone say yaye. YAYE! :D i was panicking last night and redoing the script and the ppt. but i'm glad it went well :D the results weren't bad either. one excellent, the rest proficient. not bad huh? (: (and thanks for keeping me company until 230 cos i couldn't sleep :)

shuttle run sucked la omgzzz. pfft. i only got 29 points this year ): okayokaysorry.

feels reallyreally good to have english and rs off my back :D though of course there's still the rs report due nest week, but i think its coming along pretty well so yay (:

i shall go to sleep early tonight. survived on 4 hours of sleep yest and 3.5 hours today. i am cool (:

okay since the link in the last post doesn't seem to work..

gala night 07!

there. its on the sidebar as well.

lazy to blog about gala night. it was okay i guess. pfft am super tired cos i slept at 2am last night. will blog about gala another time.

I LOST MY WATCH ):

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PREVIEW OF PICS. (disclaimer: if the whole horde of pics hangs your comp i bear no responsibility)


me rachie addy!


yao and i!


MAYUMI! <3


JOJO! :D


gohgoh (:


marc ass(: coughlosercough.


JAAN! :D


dobby and yao -.-


lol.


kang! he was smiling, but the moment the shutter clicked he stopped smiling on ppurpose. hence the half smirk on his face. -.-


kang smiles! :o


ty!


shawn (:

ah yes go click on the link if you want somemore. blogger is being really slow in uploading pics so i really can't be bothered to anymore.

rs presentation tmr >< off to refine the ppt. GO KAT AND HIEW <3

gala night pics, yo (:

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have just finished washing the dishes. why would i be doing the dishes you ask? don't ask. pfft spent the most part of today slacking but it was productive slacking! don't ask how slacking can be productive. mine is, so lets just leave it at that :D oh and i got a xanga and its more or less done, but we'll stick with this for awhile. again, don't ask why. nothing i've done today has had much of a reason (:

pfft gala night's tmr night afternoon (its a gala NIGHT but starts at 430 hmmmm) and i'm so sure everything's going to go fine. considering some coughidiotcoughmoroncough hadn't even finished sending the invites out THIS firetrucking afternoon, i'm not sure how many people there're going to be there. but gala nights have never really been a whole lot of fun anyway so yeah.

note to self: actually decide what i'm going to wear for tmr sometime soon.

further note to self: remember to bring camera.

OH and someone came back from australia today but didn't have time to get my donuts! ): but nevermind i shall forget about this and get someone else to get them for me. krispykremes are the love. :D

jon's coming out of camp tmr. was supposed to get him a cap cos he said, (and i quote) "i'm fugly now" HAHA. haven't had the time though oops. will get it done soon though. (my definition of soon seems to contradict yours but whetever :)

i am off to stare at the interior of my closet. pray that i dont fall asleep.

2.4 sucked. nothing went right for me. the weather was really hot when we were running, but it cooled down after the first batch (US) ran. so i was like WTH cos i suck at running in the sun ): i miss the sec 2 2.4 when sal and i ran only about 1.2 and walked the rest and still did 12.13. ): rahhs. and i walked so much lesss than last year. my time is awesomely slow ): 12.57 is crap okay. i didn't even walk alot! like at the most one and a helf rounds total. dammit la. ah well its an A i guess. albeit a lousy one ):

i don't really have anything to say. just wanted to say FREE CONE DAY WAS GOOD (: vinna yanhan and i headed down to raffle place for the ben&jerry's FREE CONE DAY :D and when we got there the first thing we smelt was donut factory donuts. i almost died please. i had totally forgotten donut factory was located at raffle city. just opposite the place that sells fried mars bars too.

vinna: " eh where's ben and jerry's uh!"
yanhan: "aiyo just look for the place with the super long queue la!"
me (thinking): "ehthere's one long queue there what! but ehh..... i smell donuts leh.."
someone: "omg donut factory!"

LOL.

anyway i swear reffles place is THE place for sinners. theres so much good food there its just too good to be true. there's (take a deep breath) donut factory ben&jerry's mrs field's subway chippy's (that sells fried mars bars) and other TOTAL heaven. i almost bought something from every single food place there.

yanhan:"ABSTINENCE, kat!" ><

this was lifted directly from vicky's blog. but i am (quote hiew) "quoting my sources" i'm great aren't i, i quoted sources twice in a sentence! okay, but that's beside the point.

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME
Gan Su-Li Katrina like hello that's an uber cool name.

2.What colour pants are you wearing?
black

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
zhi dui ni you gan jue by fahrenheit :D

4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED?
nope. the chair's too small.

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
thompson grapes. my favourite(:

6. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
ORANGE!

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
coolish. staying near east coast rocks.

8. LAST PERSON YOU TAlKED TO ON THE PHONE?
uhm. can't remember.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
looks? probably.

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
well technically vic didn't send it to me.

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
pretty good i guess.

12. FAVOURITE DRINK?
chrysanthemum tea. my staple in school.

13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
don't really like alchohol.

14. What is your favourite sport?
its not swimming anymore. skiing counts not. i love skiing.

15. HAIR COLOUR?
black/brown. i dunno

16.EYE COLOUR?
brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yea.

18. SIBLINGS?
ONE. who is in the army ):

19.FAVOURITE MONTH?
OCTOBER(:

20.FAVOURITE FOOD?
b&j's, donuts, etc. even the etc doesn't quite cover it all.

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
music and lyrics. eons ago.

22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR
28th oct. GUESS WHY!

23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY?
Saturday!

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
haha funny question, that.

25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE?
yes vic. NUTELLA :D

26. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter! skiing is the love.

27. HUGS OR KISSES?
BOTH.

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Vanilla.

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
eh. what?

30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND?
eh. what?

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
that's for me to know and for you to find out. actually i don't know either. find out then tell me kay? :D

32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
eh..

33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
the handmaid's tale by margaret atwood. again.

34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF ?
not on your life.

36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET?
what? my big brother? totally.

37. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
no preference.

38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
hmm.

39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
don't do popcorn.

40. FAVOURITE CRISPS?
doritoes! nacho cheesier whoohoo!

41. FAVOURITE CAR?
MINI COOPER.

42. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
a single red rose is always good.

43. How MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
five.

44. CAN YOU JUGGLE KNIVES?
oh, totally. as well as take my eyeball out of its socket.

45. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Saturday!

46. RED OR WHITE WINE?
white.

47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
eh. nothing special.

48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD?
nope

49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
omgdoireallyhavetogetupcaniponschooliugbrityubroibdlkrer.

50. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ONCE YOU HAVE FINISHED THIS ?
post it on my blog :D

RGS SWIMCAMP 2007. (:

swimcamp was really a lot better than i thought it would be. (: i really didn't think it could have gotten any worse than last year's, where the so-called night surprise was playing trust fall and somedunnowhat card thingo in the gym. at least this time we got to get OUT and play proper games. the best part of the camp, however, was staying up until 1am playing truth or dare with vic, tammie, cheryl, chermz, melooi, hiew, rach. :D i didn't have to say much :D cos they didn't know what questions to ask. oh JOY (: oh well yeah, what was said inside the cirsle, STAYS inside the circle. but apparently we could be heard pretty clearly o.0

had open house today. like hellowhoholdsanopenhouseinAPRILforgodssake. oh well was quite fun hanging out with vic and rach i guess. (: OHMYGOD i almost forgot! the guy doing the mstp for us had super bad BO and i think vic and i almost choked ourselves alternating between laughing, trying not to breathe and breathing in too much of the. uh. fumes. XD

yup that's it. that's basically all the fun stuff we did. so i'm out (:

OHNO there's lit tmrw and i don't feel in the least bit prepared howhowhow. ): i have this really foreboding ominous cloudhangingovermyhead kinda feeling and i have this really bad feeling imma screw up. lit teachers please do not kill me anymore cos i really messed the last lit test up and i cannot afford another screw up >< plus i heard the average for bio is uh 60% and there're failures in every single class! omgzzzz i'm dead la kthxbye.

and swimcamp tmr. pfft i can't go for guides AA and OM finals ): grarrbire89438589wgvrejnkdf. oh well shouldn't be too bad i guess. at least my batch is fun eh. :D

okay and jon's going off to the army tmr 8something am so i can't go send him off OH MAN. ): so its byebye for two long weeks ): damn i'm going to miss him. oh well.

you've stolen my heart.
i want it back.

just because i'm bored and pissed and everything else.

1. 4 names in your inbox?
hiew, miffy, shawn, mayumi

2. Your main ringtone?
suddenly i see! by kt tunstall.

3. What did you do at 12 last night?
er. talk on the phone?

4. Who was the last person u went out
with? Where?
mum and jon. shopping.

5. The color of the tshirt you're
wearing now?
black.

6. The last thing u did before this?
er read lit notes?

7. 3 of your everyday essentials?
hmm. food water and thinking bout you.

8. What colour is your room?
canary yellow one wall and white the rest

9. How much money in your wallet now?
72 i think

10. How's life?
not very good at the moment. i'm pissing myself off.

11. Your favorite city?
I don't know.

12. What will you do next weekend?
depends. train, sleep, eat.

13. When was the last time u met your
mom?
about an hour ago.

14. Where is she now..?
sleeping

15. When was the last time you talked
to her?half an hour ago. she talked to me from the room but i didnt see her aha.

16. Who is the last person that texted
you?
eh. shawn

17. Where did u have your dinner last
night?
Home.

18. The last gift you've received?
dunno leh.

19. Last thing u borrowed from your
friend?
correction fluid

23. How do you feel now?
tired, pissed etc.

28. What do you order at McD?
Food.

29. The last time u felt so sad?
eh. does NOW count?

30. What is your wish for
tomorrow?(...are...wishes...)
that my life isn't so screwed up, that i stop slacking around during trng, that my test results will be okay, and that you see me as so much more than a friend.

jaan's wedding celebs pics up. points right.

math test tmr. i hate stats.

the death of one is a tragedy, the death of millions is a statistic LOL.

dammit i's having trouble with my ss pt. someone help me please. i have a splitting headache and i'm slaving away here. freak all this everything's getting too much to handle. expectations are getting harder to meet (but its not like i've really met them all these years) and my 15 years feel like a lot more. life's basically screwy at the moment, but i realise that everyone else's is like that too, so who am i to compain right? RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

happy april fools'. april's fool. thats me.

the most part of the day's just filled with tired excuses.