You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------

someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

somebody
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
values your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this

yeahh right. not for me anyway. but hey everyone needs a shoulder to lie on and cry on. and i'd like one too. (: but you don't have a clue do you?

yao's party was.. hm quite fun. we spent most of the afternoon eating and talking and running around playing basketball. we could have stayed longer (i would have liked to) but everyone started leaving so i decided to leave also. i'll post the pics here some other time.there aren't many of them and most of them are of me and rachyeung and peck but ohwell.

yea hope you guys didn't get a headache from reading this. ><

i feel so good when i see everyone panicking at open and i can just shower and go on home like its any other day. oops. trng today was actually not bad. i did half of mayumi's cruise set, and considering the fact(s) that i'm totally unfit, i've not really been training well and i just came back from my two week hiatus, i think i did quite well la. actually made 2.50 cruise for free and er 3.00 for im i think. not bad lar.

woah tmr's gonna be a hectic day. i've got cpr refresher in the morning, then rush to piano, after which i have to go back to school for dance rehearsals, then zoom to bugis for jiang. omg i'll be out from like 830 to 830. 12 freakin hours! damn.

ohyeah i think i really need to start training properly already. i'm like getting trashed by all the younger people cos they train so hell hard and i just float up and down the pool slacking. >< so yeah if i intend to qualify for queensland, next year's sea age and asian age, and even (heaven forbid!) the sea games trials/sea games, then i think i'd better concentrate more on swimming after my piano exams are over. ohno i guess i'll have to try and get psyched up about hard training again huh.yea i'll try i suppose. life HAS gotten a little more interesting lately.

words can't say what love can do,
i'll be there for you.

don't you just hate it when you're trying to get off the mrt and there're people standing right in front of you? then when you try to get off the mrt they block your way, so neither party can move, and the best part is that the other party goes TSK as you, when they are the ones in the wrong in the first place. dots. shows how daft singaporeans can get. i don't like being singaporean. .-.

racial harmony day was.. boring but fun. does that make sense? it was boring cos the program was kinda lame and no one followed it, but it was fun cos we sat in the canteen talking and eating and photowhoring and went up to the classrooms to sample food and take photos again! yea.

halfdays/slack days like rhd are just love. <3 and so is my class. :D

photos then. selected photos. you really don't wanna see how retarded my class can get but oh well. we are a bunch of retards after all. (photobucket's taking so long sheeeesh)

http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b3/katkat-meow/e2607c7a.jpg

racial harmony day was.. boring but fun. does that make sense? it was boring cos the program was kinda lame and no one followed it, but it was fun cos we sat in the canteen talking and eating and photowhoring and went up to the classrooms to sample food and take photos again! yea.

halfdays/slack days like rhd are just love. <3 and so is my class. :D

photos then. selected photos. you really don't wanna see how retarded my class can get but oh well. we are a bunch of retards after all. (photobucket's taking so long sheeeesh)


me alexandra tying vinna!


HIEW!


debbie .-.


we be indian!






zeslene is dead.


her soul has left her body.


and we are all MOURNING her. (:


our resident zombie (yes its zes.)


sal!

yup thats it. there's a vid of zes jumping around chasing vinna too. i'll put it on youtube. :D

show me a reason, give me a sign.
tell me the way we fall outta line,
is it today or is it tonight
we'll find
the answer to our lives.

you know how they say only a coward does things like that. and how its the easy way out, the road noone should go down? mell, maybe i'm a coward, that nobody that no one cares about. that road suddenly seems highly tempting. yknow, just let it be the be all and end all.

i have a feeling i went to the wrong school. i feel so stupid everytime the results come out, and i know i've tried. i see everyone doing well, then i look at myself and i only see a sadass loser who can't get anything right. i bet i'm gonna get hell again when we actually do get our reports back. i now i'm gonna be in deep shit again. and i actually don't care. just do whatever you want, its not like it matters now anyway.

as i'm typing this, the tears are starting to come, and this is the first time in a long time i'm doing this. it feels good, with all the pain and resentment welling up and overflowing. if you hate me so much, i don't see why you even had children in the first place. i know you don't like me. you're always saying how clever this person is by doing this and why can't i learn from this person and be like her etc. well if you like those people so much just go effing adopt them lar. i didn't ask you to have me right.

you know my mid year resolution, the one about not being such a failure? it hasn't worked at all. i work, but i'm still at square minus 10247857634093. i've become worse than the time i made that resolution.

HELL WHAT DOES ANYTHING MATTER ANYMORE.

yay today we finally opened that hugeass kinder surpise egg that jon brought back from italy that's been sitting there for like god knows how long. (ok since easter><)

it was hilarious ok. we opened that hugeass egg and there was another really big plastic egg inside the hugeass egg.(is this making sense?)and on that plastic egg were two ants! so we were wondering how on earth they would have gotten in, and we finally came to the conclusion that they must have been italian ants that got packed in with the plastic egg. :D we got really excited, seeing that they have been "imported" from italy, but then mum just HAD to accidentally drop one on the floor and poke the other one out of the window.

can you imagine what a bad impression the italian ant ambassadors would have had of singapore? suddenly light comes streaming into your home for the past dunnohowmany months, then the thing you're living on gets picked up and you hear really loud laughing, after which you get unceremoniously tipped out of the window / onto the floor. lol.

that was the uhm. funniest part of the day. after that i went for tuition blahblah. and i cut my hair! yay its so good not having so much hair. x) bought two tops and a pair of shorts. yay. and now here i am! dots.

i really can't be good at everything, and i'm good at nothing so just stop pushing me! dammit.

for you, i will.

mm yea so school nats are finally over, and i know this is kinda late and all but i haven't had the time so.. RG WON DOUBLE CHAMPS! omg yes raffles rocks! we got 5 out of 6 titles. but the newspapers were bloody biased lar. >:| still, i have to admit that nats was fun la. cos i was like anyhow swimming, and considering the way i've been training and how much i think i didn't do too badly.

i'm officially on a two week hiatus from swimming now and i feel so free not having to spend 3 hours at the club everyday. (: yay. urh i'm trying to do rs now and i've got all the sites but its obviously not working. bah. ohwell when i get back to swimming in 2 weeks i'll have to reevaluate what i want to swim and what i want to train for.

to be honest i don't really want to train for anything. i don't want to train at all. but then i suppose going to the club to see all my darlings and have fun with them after training makes it worth it la. maybe i'll go back to training fly, but when i shudder when i think of the hell training that flyers go through. i don't think i'm willing to push myself that hard for a silly sport. i'll just muddle my way through until i find some motivation again i guess. :D

and there's a million places i can go
but without you it ain't home.

aha new blog! (: