today was hardcore math mugging day, finished 1.5 topics. and then headed to toys r us to get my niece her one month present, and then hung out at times for almost 2 hours. i got a new book again so yay i love getting new books.

anyway the week's been pretty good. okay the saturday before was hsm3 and quantum of solace. hsm was a disaster, contrary to what mel might tell you. i almost fell asleep / walked out of the cinema and s just sat there going oh my gawddd. quantum was alright, though i really expected more. it was... forgettable (to use a cliche)

wed was befrienders meeting, and then mel, chels, cx, yongsheng and i headed to cx's house / orchard to hang out, which was tons of fun. chelsia seriously cracks me up, and cx discovered the awesome hokkien mee at wisma. yes, i had a lot of fun. isle meeting back in school after that where we spent 2.5 hours planning stuff. i could love these people.

this is such a lousy post and i think i'm falling sick cause i have a damn evil headache. i think its because i keep thinking about __ and its driving me insane. i have no idea what to do to make us better. i dont want to let go but something tells me our time is coming and i hate it.

i don't know it still feels like good friends but inside i know i love you so much
and i dont say i love a guy unless its really true.

So World Cup is over (I wasn't last for anythingggg), with its end pretty much marking then end of my so called swimming career. Right now its back to SSC and back to the books. Its going to be a mad dash to the end as of now and I really need to get off my butt and start working before I fall even further behind.

I don't think I really know the meaning of working hard. All my life i've taken for granted that i'd be able to get what I wanted with just a little bit of effort, which has always been true of my swimming especially. I realise that I don't even work half as hard as other people, but I seem to always be able to stay on par with them. I don't mean to brag, really. I'm just stating facts, and that's probably what's led to this whatever attitude that I have. This is my first major exam and if I keep going the way I am I know I'm going to end up in the gutter. And I would like to be sitting in a palace, rather than the gutter thanks.

Hardcore time begins now.

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning
With you.