Sunday, January 28, 2007

well, here i am again. i'm really tired of 2007, and its barely begun. grar. oh well, who am i to complain, there are so many more people who are doing so much more than i am, so i guess if they can do it, then i have to too. :D

training has been.. well, on off okay i guess. i guess i've been training better lately, so that's kinda given my confidence a boost, but then again, i'm not so sure. i feel like i should improve, and i think i'm doing okay, but then i look atother people and i realise i drop further behind everyday. its not because i'm not willing to train hard. maybe its because i'm just not there anymore. everything i want to achieve is slowly but surely slipping out of my grasp, and i'm really not confident of doing anything anymore. its as if i've got nothing anymore. nothing to be proud of. no one to be proud of me. its sad, i know. but you don't have to pity me. i've probably caused all this myself. (:

just to love,
and be loved in return.

(is it that hard?)

Thursday, January 25, 2007

OKAY i'm bored. so? :D i know i blogged yesterday la. but i just felt like blogging again today :D

Have you Ever...?

Played Spin the Bottle?: nope

Toilet Paper someone's house: nope. sounds fun though :D

Played Poker with money: yeah! BLACKJACK whoohoo.

Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: uh. yeah. so?

been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: can't remember. i think i usually kick super hard first. :x

liked someone but never told them: yeah, like RIGHT NOW. -.-

went camping: does obs count? course it does :D

had a crush on your brother's friend: eh. NO?

walk in the rain without an umbrella: yup.

told a joke that NObody thought was funny: can't rmb.

been in a talent show: mm no. go there to showcase what? my talented i am at laking talent? hawhaw FUNNYY.

started laughing at someone's bedtime: lol yea. sorry yingy :x

worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: nah. we have the same taste in clothes (:

been to a nude beach: nope

drank jack daniels: nah i don't like alchohol.

cursed in a church: sorry never been to a church.

been called a slut for kissing someone: wtf.

burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightner: never seen one in my life.

wanted to be a police officer: yuck so unglam.

dumped someone: er. yea.

been hit on by someone too old: i don't even know if it counts HAHA.

wanted to be a model: nah, they're too skinny already. yuck.

bought lottery tickets: once, for fun.

made out in a car: like, NO?

cried during a movie: yea, once.

wanted something you couldn't have: doesn't everyone?

had sex on the beach: like ewwww.

had drink sex on the beach: that is just sick.

seen someone shoplift: nope.

hung up on someone: haha probably.

yelled at your pet: no.

bought a thong when the casheir was a guy: don't own one, but i know someone who does! 410, REMEMBER!

tried to strip when drunk: never been drunk. i.don't.drink.

gotten seasick: no way i love the sea.

had a stalker: haha depends on how you define that. by my definition, yes.

played a prank on somone that had them really scared: nope. i'm nice okay.

been embarassed by one of your family: i felt like i was, but i prob wasn't.

felt bad about eating meat: sometimes.

protested: hahah too much, i think.

been to an island: yeah. hell i LIVE on one.

been in love: don't think it was called love.

ate jus because you were bored: oh all the time.

looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww": nope.

Screamed in a library: noise pollution!

Made out with a stranger: one word. DESPO.

Been Dumped: mm. no.

Wished a part of you was different: of course. mm like wished i was a diff person.

asked a guy to dance: nuh uh.

been asked out by a really hot guy: yea

laughed so hard you cried: lol yeah

went up to a complete stranger and started talking: mm yeah when i was like 6.

been sunburned: yea, and i didn't even know. NOOB.-.-

kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert: sounds cool, but, no.

threw up in school: yea. purple vomit.

recieved an anonymous love letter: haha please. that's so yuck.

had to wear something you hated: not that i rememeber.

been to a luau: what's that?

saw your ex and wanted to kick his ass: naw.

cursed in front of your parents: mm. no.

been in a commerical on tv: no.

watched a movie that made you miss your ex: No

been out of the country: DUHH.

been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk: no. lawl.

won at pool: haha seldom play la.

went to a party where you were the ony sober one: nah.

went on a diet: crazy. i'd STARVE to death.

been lost out to sea: nope.

tanned topless: no need. i tan everyday x)

been attacked by seagulls: no. i was just praying they wouldn't shit on my jacket.

been searched in an airport: uh. yeah

been on a plane: nonono. i went to america/china/brunei etc on a ferry. (:

been pants-ed: what's that?

thown a shoe at someone: been tepmtped to.

broke someone's heart: haha i dunno.

sung in the shower: yea. i apologise to those who have to listen HAHA.

bought something way too expensive: mum wanted to i said NO. so nice right :D

done something really stupid that you still laugh about: not really.

been walked in on when you were dressing: probably.

ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie: lol no.

been kicked out of the mall: no.

been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: not instantly.

been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: no.

done something stupid when you were drunk: omgziufgsrtgvre I DON'T DRINK.

fell off your roof: no.

pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone: NO

had a deer jump in front of your car: dont' drive.

threatened someone with a water gun: haha yea!

Can you....

Unwrap a starburst with your tounge: my starbursts come in packs of like 50? LOL.

sing: NO

open your eyes underwater: we had to train like that last time la -.-

eat whatever you want and not have to worry: whoohoo YEA.

ice skate: yes. its tons fun.

sing in front of a crowd: cannot sing how to sing in front of a crowd.

whistle: not very well.

be a bitch at times: yea. who hasn't?

do thirty pull ups: like, the unassisted one? i only make 15, max. ipu, no problemo.

walkin in really high heels: i almost fell down. fine, laugh.

eat super spicy foods: omg no i can't take it.

skateboard: yea. i still have mine :]

sleep with the lights on: Yeah

mulititask: yea.

touch your nose with your tounge: yes.

fall asleep easily in the car: oh, all the time.

do the cotton eye joe: nah.

play ddr and not fall: haha you know how i play? everyone stand round one mat and press one thingo with your hands each. haven't fallen down yet XD

surf: i want to!

fit in your locker: our school lockers are like how small please. my rubics cube also cannot fit.

do a split: lol i wouldn't be ablt to stand up after that.

taste the difference between pepsi and coke: yea. don't really like either.

okay i'm going to eat now.

who's gonna be there loving you
and who's gonna be there holding you now.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

ohmygosh. i can't belive i'm such a noob. i just realised that she's the man was based on shakespeare's twelfth night! lol if you go read the character introduction, you realise that seome of the main characters are:

Orsino, Duke of Illyria
Viola
her TWIN BROTHER Sebastian
Olivia
Malvolio.

in case the names don't sound familiar to you, the main character is called VIOLA and she has a TWIN BROTHER CALLED SEBASTIAN and VIOLA falls in love with a guy called DUKE ORSINO from the school ILLYRIA, but DUKE is in love with VIOLA, who in turn is in love with VIOLA who's dressed up as her brother SEBASTIAN. oh, and MALVOLIO is some freako's pet taratula HAHAHA. this is so nooby. the storyline is completely the same. i won't go into further detail but if you go look up the synopsis online you'll see what i mean. lol but i'm probably like the last person on this planet to realise that -.-

was just reading through jon's twelfth night and i realised that the names sounded kinda familiar. like WTH. haha.

rarrs there's so much work to do already.

//edit//
our ss PT rocks i tell you. its totally cool. -.- like wth i cannot draw so like i'm going to fail already luh. ksdbskdfbsiugvs.

让我静一静,
雨没有停,
我不想听,
什么在发出声音
本来太远,
现在好近,
是你,是你,是你

Saturday, January 20, 2007

bloody f(iretr)uck i tell you dag was horrible. i only did like 1 pb, and it was like by pointsomething only. like wtFFFFFFFFF. i tell you i totally suck now. cannot swim anymore la. been frigging stuck at those times for like at least a year already, and i still cannot improve. shit i suck.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

woah second day of school's over already, and lesson start tmr. lol though i'm quite sure that lessons won't actually start cos the teacher are going to want to introduce themselves and want us to introduce ourselves etc.

anyway i have become super guai cos we have like three woohoo pro prefect in our class. lawl. plus now we have 13 prcs instead of the original 11 so whatever.

random post, this. night.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

i'm still trying to convince myself that school is totally not starting tmr. rarrs.

plus i totally rock cos i have this hugeass pimple on my forehead (but i shall attempt to use my fringe to cover it up so that no one notices it yeah.) and i have some yuck pimple outbreak. whywhywhy before first day of school. okay but i guess school won't suck so much (yet) tmr cos lessons (hopefully) won't get down to full swing till uhm second week? (hopehopehope)lol no mosre late nights and slacking around the house wondering what to do. now its back to school-training-homework-(tuition)-sleep. ohmygod. tuition gets a bracket cos the times i go for tuition are actually kinda negligible HAHA.

anyway yeah today was so whatever. (ohmygosh i think i spend too much time making fun of bimbos.) training tuition nephew's full month party. yeah any place with free food's okay in my book. :D (see, that's how much of a pig i am.) mmhmm.

i'm out.