Tuesday, October 17, 2006

you know what. i'm doing chem and i still cannotcannotcannot remember anyfreakingthing. someone tell me why i took chem in the first place cos i know i'm so regretting it now. ): and you know another what? i think i'm like in the wrong school. i feel stupid in rg. and okay so i am stupid, but then like i feel horrendously retarded when i see everyone getting ohmygod perfect grades and i'm getting ohmygodwth grades. so yes you see the discrepancy?

chem pt BETTER pull my grades up cos its like 35% as compared to the paper which is ike 25%, so i'm calculating that if lets say i fail the paper miserably, which i know i will, and then do alright for the pt, i will at least pass this sem's chem. adding on to my 3.6 for chem last sem, i should get at least a 3.2 don't you think? hmm maybe i'm being too kind to myself here, but hey things are always worth hoping for yes.

oh. chinese paper today was KILLER. like worse than a rabid dog that bites you repeatedly and drags you all around the backyard. yes i thought it would be okay, but then the first written comprehension was so short, and they ask you stuff like "why do you think the author said this" and i was thinking, how the hell would i know why the author wrote that? its his business, not mine, and its not as if i want to know anyway. so yeah for that whole compre i just crapped out lame answers so i guess i'm like totally going to fail that part. ): omgomgomg someone throw my grades a liferaft so that we won't go under. ><

SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN. (dissolving in chem terms RARRS)

typing fast is like playing the piano! cept the screen is kinda bright. and piano keys make more pleasant sounds yes they do.

okay i am like dying doing chem and like why am i even bothering. sorry if i sound a bit crazed [according to (hiew)] and kinda incoherent. >< byebye off to stare at the book and not get anything into my head. wish me luck and hope that i don't fail chem this sem! byebye.

THREE MORE DAYS OF HELL
AND 5 MORE PAPERS FROM THAT SAME PLACE.

when that little bit of heaven
falls to dust.

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