okay if you've been wondering who that guy in the obituaries section who had four full coloured pages yesterday (and i think 7 or 8 pages today), i'll tell you. he's my granduncle. and i tell you i'm gonna miss him so much. his death came as such a shock to us, although he'd been on-off sick for the past week or so, but then when i was at msian open, the news came from hongkong that he'd passed away. ): i don't care how rich he was, don't care whether he was the chairman of 3 public listed companies, the largest exporter of cod, whatever. he was my uncle and i loved him. but now he's gone. ): i'll miss you. <3

oh well that's the way life goes huh. everyone goes the same way, be you the richest person in the world, or the lowest meanest beggar. and no one can take anything along when you go. so why not just enjoy life as it is now and try not to worry unecessarily. you never know when you're going to go, so cherish everything and everyone beside you. tell them you love them, every single day. what's the point of loving someone if you just keep it in your heart? you have to show them that you love them, be it a little note, a hug, a smile, anything. i know this sounds cliched, but its true.

does this post sound sad? yea i'm quite. and hiew told suzy to tell me that she crushed me cos that would make me laugh. thanks hiew, cos i did laugh, though not at suzy, but at your silliness and thoughtfullness. i know i haven't always been the best friend, but hey, thanks for always sticking by me no matter what happens. and thanks for just listening when i'm sad, and when i feel like complaining, and of course, for never failing to brighten my day up with that SUNSHINE smile of yours. you can make me smile no matter what, and at this point in time, i don't think anyone else can do that for me. i don't think i've told you how much i really love you so i shall do it now. I LOVE YOU SERENE HIEW BESTIE BOO. <33

so long then.