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singapore idol is warped. i knew it was a stupid show, but not as stupid as this. fine i know i might get flamed for saying this but i'm gonna say it anyway. i wanted jasmine to be out cos she's so act cute and she can't sing, but then she's always freaking safe.i thought since all the pro singers (mathilda jonathan hady) were in one group, that group would be safe, but NOOO. we just HAD to vote for the other group which can't sing right. only nurul in that group is decent, and no i do not think joakim is cute so yes he should be out too.

i mean HELLO mathilda obviously can sing and deserves that place so much more than the other *ahemlousysingersahem*. dudes its a talent contest not a "omg he/she's so cute/chio i'm so gonna vote for him'her even though they so totally can't sing!" contest. singaporeans are warped i tell you. i mean look at american idol, even if you're not good looking, you can still win cos you have a killer voice! look at people like reuben! i mean come on. that guy can sing!

okay its not that i'm saying any of them are really good this year, but if you ask me top three should rightfully have been mathilda jonathan hady! they're the best singers what. garn i really hate this. sg idol pisses me off, but fine its faintly amusing and there's nothing else to watch on wed/thurs nights so i watch it anyway.

but singaporeans close your eyes and open your ears and listen to the SINGER not look at the LOOKER! wthhhhh.

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chinese pt presentation didn't go as well as it should have. i'm really pissed with the computer seeing that everyone else's music played nicely, but ours simply could not play. one and a half dialogues didn't play, one whole vid didn't play, and the music stopped halfway. does the com have something against us or did it just take that entire 15 mins that we were presenting to warmup? whatever the case i think the school should seriously consider getting new comps. like seriously.

i'm in a really big dilemma at the moment. should i go for the taiwan trip or should i go kunming and train? cos i'm pretty sure if i were to go for the taiwan trip i'd have hardly any time to train and that would mean saying goodbye to my nag results next year. if i were to go kunming or stay in singapore, then i'd probably be missing out on a really enriching experience and a totally fantastic holiday. grar howhowhow.

annotating lotf is stressful. they shouldn't be forcing us to annotate the book, cos as long as you know what's going on and can produce decent results i think its fine if you don't annotate what. boo.

isn't like like that? one second that lasts just that little bit too long to be a second, one beautiful moment that you bask in, only to have it swept away from you in the blink of an eye, that moment that is just a little too short to be a second. its was all good, once, but not now, maybe not ever again. aand poof! its all over.

yeah i'd really like to be back to those days, but that's just wishfool thinking. can something just go right for me, just once more in my life? feeling a touch melancholy right now, and i think i was exceptionally quiet today, cos i was just thinking. yknow getting mixed feelings and emotions sorted out.. basically didn't feel like talking to anyone. i get days like that.

sometimes its good just to be
alone.