FOCUS

i need to focus, need to keep telling myself that all this will be worth it, and i really really really need to get to it. there are only 7 weeks to prelims, which means all my work needs to be top grade by then. to run through all of year one's work, and polish this year's in that small amount of time, is insane, to say the least. i need to buck up and start being anxious about all this, yet i can't be overly nervous or i'll just shut down and go into denial mode. once again its that fine line that seems to intrude into everything that i try to do.

i need to get a move on, in so many other ways than just this. someone tell me how to do it.

"there's a divinity that shapes our ends,
rough hew them how we will."

now, more than ever, i'm convinced that shakespeare knew exactly what he was doing.